anotherrpage:

heylaney:

… also giving this a go

(via meganbober)

Despite this picture, I’m really happy it’s Friday. This week seemed like it was going on forever, and it’s actually sunny so yay hooray for that.

I watched all three seasons of United States of Tara this past week and let me tell you how fucking amazing it is. WOW! I’m really sad that it was cancelled but I’m hoping, just hoping that maybe there will be a change of heart at some point! ;) 

And! I’m so close to finishing Mockingjay I can’t even handle it! I think I’m procrastinating because I don’t want it to end, It’s just too.damn.good!

Plus! We will finally know where we’ll be moving really soon! I can’t believe it could possibly be a n y w h e r e ! Very exciting! 

Also! I’m seriously dying over those messages about the “reblog if you want to know what your followers secretly think of you” and wow, just wow. You guys are beyond amazing and made me feel better than I have in a long, long time. (is that bad?) well whatever, but thank you to those who did send me things, they were the sweetest ever. 

Reblog if you want your followers to tell you one thing they secretly think about you.

I feel this way 98% of the time.
But right now I’m in that 2%, and I’m crying because no one loves me waaaah
but that’s actually my fault because I’m the worst at communication with basically everyone, I’M SORRY

(via libbylegs)

dirty donny car model,plenty of beer, and psychobilly is all my husband could ask for on a Saturday night. (Taken with instagram)

Then Ben and I(who drank four cups of coffee) turned our vacant washer&dryer room into a play area for Scar! (Taken with instagram)

Melissa & Doug cupcake set originally $20 - I paid TWELVE DOLLARS! super sale! (Taken with instagram)

ready for my belly <3 (Taken with instagram)

Black bean brownies! (Taken with instagram)

it may seem a little silly but I’ve learned that Scar is definitely a visual person and making the basics of what she eats & having her seeing them has helped mealtimes tremendously! (Taken with instagram)

RANDOM THOUGHTS:

- I can’t believe it’s Friday, this week has flown by and I’m still having a hard time believing that it’s the weekend already. 

- We celebrated Ben graduating out of the hardest part of his EOD school on Wednesday with some gluten free Mellow Mushroom pizza (which by the way - was DELICIOUS!) 

- I’m planning on going to SpouseBUZZ tomorrow and taking Scarlett to see Beauty & the Beast 3D with a girlfriend of mine & her daughter while Ben and her husband get some much-needed ‘guy time’ 

- I’ve been spending a lot of time on this website and feel definitely ready to purge all of the negative people from my life again, (and hopefully not let them come back!)

- I can feel myself growing and I’m loving it. I can feel all of my anxiety finally leave and can tell by taking things day by day, I know I’m doing the right thing. 

- I also really want to write about all of the changes in my life, but feel like I need to not rush it. I know a lot of you guys are patiently waiting for some answers, but please know that when the time is right, I’ll update you on everything. :)

I hope everyone is planning on having a great weekend! 

Only my child would lick salt from her hand, make this face AND do it again. (Taken with instagram)

dearscarlet:

Dear Scarlet,
I’m 24 years old, 24 and a half to be specific. A lot of people my age either have careers or are well on their way to getting to that point. When I got pregnant with you, your dad and I decided that it would be best for me to stay at home as much as possible. Neither one of us liked the idea of daycare. I’ve spent the past 5 years either growing you in my body or raising you. I never want you to feel like I regret this. While I never want you to be financially trapped into a situation, I also want you to hear this loud and clear: They have paychecks. I have you. Maybe things are a little rough around here, money-wise, being a single mom wasn’t part of the plan. But, Scar, sometimes you have to say screw the plan. Sometimes you have to jump ship. There are so much more important things than money, and knowing when to throw in the towel is one of them. There is more than one way to live happily ever after. There’s no shame in doing things backwards. Maybe we’ll be doing homework and going to school at the same time, but I promise I will try my absolute hardest to be sure that you never go without. Your dad would also never let that happen. I guess my point here is this: You had a heartbeat before a bank account, so always always tend to your heart first. Never confuse the word can’t with the word haven’t. I love you, and staying home with you for these first four years was absolutely one of the greatest privileges of my life. I’m so thankful for your father for working so that it could be a reality. I’m going to figure out what exactly the why the universe needs me and work as hard as I can to fulfill it and provide for you.

You know when you read something and you think “thank you to who(what)ever that made me get online right at this moment and read this”

I needed it so much.

this is normal,right? 

Getting into the spirit!(a month early) (Taken with instagram)